a purpose for life

April 25

This morning we got up around 8 to get breakfast. We were staying in a Trading Post run by Navaho people. This post has a motel, a big store with crafts and a restaurant. It also has a cultural history as a trading post and I could feel this in its energy. We heard that it was not certain yet if we would go to the Hopi, as planned, but soon came the message that the Hopi did not want to receive us. Apparently this had to do with politics. What a pity and such a lost opportunity for them to create more harmony. Does this mean that we are not the long lost white brother? Who knows what the reason Great Spirit has, but maybe we will find out later. In the mean time I had made some friends on the bus and enjoyed their company and good conversations. In our group were French speaking people from France and Canada, Spanish speaking people from Spain and South America, Americans and people from Germany, Hungary, Poland, Australia, UK, Belgium and of course me from Holland. What a mixed international bunch, everyone coming for similar reasons: to help raise awareness and create more harmony in the world. So many people in the world are willing to go for this, their numbers are growing.

The program of this group was being organized by Solar Heart, a travel organization who is linked to Drunvalo Melchiezedek. He is a well known writer, spiritual healer and seer who works with the Native American Tribes and the Maya, but also with many more tribes in the world. His workshop the Flower of Life is very popular and it teaches you to get into your heart energy. He was also involved in the Gathering and I hoped that I would meet him soon.  

We had to go back to Tuba City and we heard that the Elders were going to do a Condor dance at the same location as we were yesterday. Most of us did not want to go back, because the wind had turned almost into a storm and the sand was even worse. After some discussion, most of us decided to go, but by the time we got there, it was already over. What a pity! Blown away again by the sand storm we headed back into the bus and went to Flagstaff  for our next hotel. Flagstaff is a nice little place with just one irritation: a train comes by every 15 minutes and blows it’s whistles terribly loud. It made me jump every time I heard it.

We had a nice Thai dinner in town and at nine o’clock in the evening we were back at the hotel to attend a special meditation organized by three guys, who were also in our group. They turned out to be involved with a man they call John of God. He is a healer in Brasil who apparently does amazing things and so many people go there. Now I am a skeptic when it comes to Christian miracle healings, but I wanted to be open and so went into this meditation willingly. I believe that people have the power to heal themselves and should more look inside themselves instead of turning their attention to someone outside themselves. The meditation was very powerful, it was done with music and our group were about 20 people. Luckily there were no preaching words of the bible or anything and it surprised me that the meditation leader was talking about a god and a goddess. This made me open up even more and soon I could feel the powerful energy of love.

After the meditation I felt very relaxed and calm and I went to my room and sat on my bed. Suddenly I saw a round silver ball moving right to me as if it was going to hit my face. I almost jumped out of bed and it disappeared behind me. I could not believe I just saw that and I tried to tell myself that I did not see that, but I imagined it. Later on I think I realized that it could have been an orb, a light being. Something which I have been interested in for some time and these orbs can usually been seen on pictures taken by a camera. They appear mainly where there is spiritual activity and some even believe they are responsible for creating crop circles. It would take a long time to explain more about this, so check it out on the internet if you want to know more.